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Another passing thought...

Small beads flow down a blade of green, while others noruish a growing seed. Placed by the same means, enlightened by different means, still fading away

September 10, 2002 | 2:57 AM Comments  1 comments

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Stones, rocks and us

"Life is a beautiful song, until we sing it backwards and realize how horrid it can sound."-me

Stones, rocks.
I envy stones, and I think we don't realize all they really are. We were "cavemen" after all. Caves were our first shelters and provided us with a basis for life. I don't really have anything to add so...
They transcend time, yet the exhibit some qualities of human nature. They become abused by their environment, and then they destroy each other. Although they feel no emotions, have no thoughts, yet they behave as we do. They have learned to outlive us, sure they aren't really alive, they have no senses no brain. But then what good do many of those things do for us? We get a few good years and many others filled with sorrow and anguish. While stones stay transcending time, standing still, but how many of us walk through life and stand still? Some of us walk through our lives and in the end it's better if we were standing still.
Stones and dust and sand, they will always be here, they'll out live humans. Civilizations have recognized that and recored their lives and stories and histories upon stones. The en-carved stones bare the knowledge of the runes upon them. We only interpret what they tell us.
Humans always find themselves never wanting to be forgotten to transend time. While stones have already gotten ahead of them. For some stones are made of remnants of the living.

June 22, 2002 | 11:59 PM Comments  2 comments

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Confussed ramble/rant

Life, where does it come from exactly? Science explains the transfers of energies in Biology and Chemistry. Different religions explain it in different ways with different sources spawning the life. Perhaps philosophy may be able to express some of the ideas more universally; religions are biased and some defile others directly through their creeds and teachings. Science is universal but yet does not fully explain the entirety of life, or to the extent of my knowledge, does not explain where the spark of life which creates individuality and life itself comes from.
A baby cries as it is awaken from it’s comatose state and born into this world. The spark of life escapes it in a gasp for air which we hear and call a cry. Where exactly does this spark originate?
I once thought that life constantly cycled; someone dies and someone is born and so on so forth. Then I began to think of the over population that this world is beginning to experience. This made me wonder if there is a cache of life in some unforeseen location. Is there a place where it is all stored for a later time? Is there a source from which it illuminates?
If there is a cache, then how does it build? How did it build to this point? When was there any unheard word that there needed to be a buffer on the release of life? For in the world wars of the last century there were massive losses of life. Why wasn’t it all released at once? There was a baby boom yes, but that didn’t replace exactly those numbers which were lost. How is the management of this life accounted for, and who is the accountant?
Perhaps in these over populated areas there are many sparks from ancient times which were the ones that brought us to where we are, yet to our misfortune the sparks are ignored and too quickly recycled because of the environment.
It’s been said that we are just as advanced as a civilization as the Greeks were. Why would this fact be so true if there wasn’t a recycling of life? My real question is, why can we not elevate ourselves to a higher point such as the other civilizations before the Greeks had done? What is stopping this progression? Are we at a plateau or a peak? Is this as good as we will see, or will things get better?
When will there be more of these prodigal sparks created and utilized? Is time running out for the human race? Are there as many factors in our environments, causing disasters, recycling life?
We all know that the eldest are the wisest, therefore, furthering the idea that the sparks need time to mature. As these sparks are recycled, do they gain knowledge? Or only carry that which they had originally forward?
They must gain knowledge, for that is how we have all evolved. But are some of these sparks that are used today from perhaps protozoan ages? If so, how are these sparks divided into the life forms? Who also decides this? What is the force which determines what creature gains what spark?
What also decides there will be more of the.

June 5, 2002 | 1:12 AM Comments  1 comments

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Today...

Today is boring. Like every other day, I was just looking at how similar this is to livejournal.com just on there you have to pay for it! LOL! PAY MONEY FOR IT! And also a friend of mine has it and gave me a free code so I'm tring it out and well it's kind interesting, kinda ok could be better done, sometimes the pages don't even load because of their crappy servers.
If theres one thing I'm against it's making people pay for crappy content on webistes ie. IGN.com and Gamespot, I pity the people that pay money to read the dribble they pass off as reviews and news.
Also looking at computer gaming I was in a chat room to do with Grand Theft Auto 3 to see if anyone needed help and all you get there is "Where do I get the ISO" a dozen times I think the pirating is getting a little bit out of hand there. really if you don't know where to get it DON'T ASK!!!!! It's fustrating, before I thought there were only a few people that did it but now that I've seen it there, boy oh boy thats sad stuff. Then they wonder why the games suck.
As for movies well I saw Episode 2 (bootleg) I live in a small town that won't get the movie till maybe July and well the movie was missing alot of things and was inaccurate and down right confussing at time. Jango Fett hireing a nobody to do a hit??? like what???? come on a bounty hunter of his caliber does it on his own.
Canadian Politics, they are great we don't even need "This Hour Has 22 minutes" to satire them they are making themeselves a huge satire. But alas Jean say he'll stay in a for another 4 years, thank god! We're all saved, well I guess this means after this reign of being dictator, er I meant prime minister(what was I thinking?) Well after that I guess he'll have turned the whole country upside down. AIR BUSSES? GO ahead man buy a few your not doing any better right now than the last guy "So what a couple million".
The American Army are making a game out of tax payers money 7 million dollars to be exact, I don't see what the big deal is. I mean we loose 7 million I dunno how many places how many times and it's not accounted for so yippie for the gamers :D
Hey the dollar is up in the .65s yippie! and those smart ass analists said it wouldn't happen! bah! Yippie, well what I typed after this was even more typo laden so off to bed I go.

June 4, 2002 | 6:55 AM Comments  1 comments

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First update

Well today is my first day at this, a person online told me about it. I just posted a few poems here, and so far it's ok. Although i don't like the IM situation I've closed a few people's IMs prematurely without reading them by mistake since I'm used to doing that to all popups oh well you live you learn.

May 12, 2002 | 2:08 AM Comments  2 comments

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